I am not sure I could find anything more perfect than this picture to describe how I feel right now. I am currently in the job hunting process. Every night I sit at my computer and continue the process of filling out various applications. As I sit in front of my computer screen, it gives me too much time to think about what if scenarios and it just completely overwhelms me. I just want to know what the future holds, know that I will be okay and I will be able to survive. The unknown is scary and nerve racking, but this crisp, new page in the next chapter of my life is pee your pants exciting at the same time. So for now, I guess I will have to fake it till I make it, with a big fat grin plastered on my face.